How can I leave the Christadelphians? |
I was brought up Christadelphian but left home and got
married when I was 21. Due to pressure, guilt etc from my family I eventually
got baptized. My husband and children have not come into the faith. I am fond of
my bros and sisters in the ecclesia and many of them are my family; but I am
really just attending out of duty. I have come to the point where I don't
believe in God at all. I feel like a fraud and just going through the motions.
I only attend the breaking of bread, and not every Sunday. My dilemma is whether to carry on pretending to avoid hurting my family? I have been 'faking' it for about 3 years, but it's a bit like being in a loveless marriage, you can only pretend for so long. I am afraid that my wider family will reject me for leaving the religion. I would be interested in knowing if others have been in this position and how they have dealt with it.
ThanksI only attend the breaking of bread, and not every Sunday. My dilemma is whether to carry on pretending to avoid hurting my family? I have been 'faking' it for about 3 years, but it's a bit like being in a loveless marriage, you can only pretend for so long. I am afraid that my wider family will reject me for leaving the religion. I would be interested in knowing if others have been in this position and how they have dealt with it.
Susan (Name altered by editor)
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